I just want you to see the real me
There is so much more than this
You have seen me in my darkest hours
You've been here through thick and thin
So believe me when I say you have made me better
Although I can't really show it
You have been an angel in disguise
A savior in need, without even knowing it
So I want you to see me for who I really am
Not the broken part but the real me
I have so much to say
But I can't find the words
Why is it so difficult
To express the simplest of words
I am afraid, lost in my own fear
I'm not okay I'm broken and alone
And I still can't find the simplest word
Is it shame or fear that stops me
Or years of neglect, abuse and abandonment
It's hard to trust anyone anymore
The fear of being hurt, betrayed and abandoned
Trust issues are slowly killing me!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
