This is my life

I can't explain everything I went through

There are no pictures No words to describe it

The emotional chaos, the experiences

All the anxiety, the fear, the constant panic

A journey full of violence, physical and psychological abuse

A journey that no one would understand or survive!

It can be described or explained

There was no safety net. No help!

No one there to save me but I live I breathe!

This is my life, my reality, my story

So-called life

It feels like a lifetime ago

What I learned as a child

Which became a pattern to survive

To crawl into the closet and disappear

Over the years I continued to lock myself away

I isolated myself, left everything and everyone behind

It was the only way I knew to survive, this so-called life