I am so tired

A dark cell of uncertainty and fear

No destination, nowhere to go

Overthinking that drains me

I'm trapped in this hell hole

I keep sinking!! While I'm drinking

My head is spinning my heart is racing

Emotional overload I can't stop

My mind is going crazy,

I'm headed for a breakdown

A million thoughts at the speed of light

A curse of an overactive brain

I am so tired so drained no energy no strength

It literally drives me mentally insane

I'm not sick!!

Who am I.

I'm not crazy I'm not an idiot

I have feelings I have thoughts.

I am a living being, human just like you

So don't try to change me! just understand me

You can't save me. You can't cure me

I may be sick but I am not a disease

Try to understand that life made me this way

This is me this is my life my reality

This is what life has done to me!!

You can't save me or change me

Accept me as I am I'm not sick!!