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torsdag 28 december 2023

I was never good enough!


The fear of letting go

I don't know why I keep hurting myself

I'm afraid of tomorrow and what's to come

I continue to drag myself below the surface

Forcing myself to believe in something

I am fighting for survival in a dying battle

This is a war I cannot win

I have to break away from myself

I was never good enough anyway

It never ends!!


Every time I think it's over

It hits me harder and harder.

The more I struggle, the more everything falls apart

I'm trying to get over my past

I try to climb all the obstacles tear down the walls.

But I keep falling apart all over

There is no beginning it never ends!!

It is a never-ending story!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!