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lördag 6 januari 2024

I'm so f*cked up!


life is fucked up and so am I

I can't bear it, I just want to disappear

I am so confused so broken and mentally exhausted

I just want to scream and let it all out

I can't carry the weight it's too heavy

It's tearing me apart, consuming me

I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

I don'I don't know whats in or out!

I guess it's just the way of life

fredag 5 januari 2024

Save yourself


An impossible situation

I can't handle it or deal with it

I don't know what to say or do

I'm lost and speechless

My heart is bleeding my soul is broken

I know too well that this is self-destructive

It's not a good place, not a safe space

It is a broken home and we are the broken ones

It's just you and me locked in this hell

I can't save you and  I can't save myself

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!