So many thoughts and so many feelings.
A swarm of angry bees buzzing inside me
So restless and shaky, my whole body is vibrating
It's growing, accelerating, my brain is overheating
I can't keep up with my own feelings
My heart is racing and my eyes are bleeding
Everything moves at the speed of light
A hurricane inside me is tearing me apart.
My mind is spinning out of control
This is unbearable and I need to rest
I guess I get to sleep when I'm dead
So god please help me to end this
I've always wondered
How it can be so easy
To just pretend everything is okay
Is it blindness or just stupidity
Why do people always turn their backs
And closes their eyes and just walks away
Because it seems like what you can't see can't hurt you
Is it that easy to run and escape?
Is it due to fear or pure ignorance
I really don't understand how they think
How can you leave someone with deep depression
Suicidal tendencies, and self-injurious behavior
It's fucked up and I can't understand it
It can't be that hard to reach out and just be there
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
