What I need and what I want
Are two completely different things
They continue to fight each other
My body is telling me one thing
But my mind is a completely different story
It's like an eternal war that never ends
It's draining me, emptying me, I'm so tired
I get no rest, no piece of mind!
My batteries are dead, my engine is overheated
I can't refill, or reboot
Triggers everywhere!!
I can't fuckin out run them
They hit so hard they come out of nowhere
I am so mad at myself so disappointed
Why the hell is it so hard to defeat those demons
Why am I so afraid?
It's always one step forward and two steps back
Anxiety always seems to get the best of me
There is no rest no progress !!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
