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söndag 12 maj 2024

A better day


It is so insignificant so meaningless

There is no future no hope

Am weak am afraid fear is consuming me

I guess I've passed the point of no return

I can't go back I can't go forward!

I can't really see any solution to my confusion

My mind is always playing tricks on me

I close my eyes and hope for a better day

lördag 11 maj 2024

A reflection of my life.


I'm on the floor in a million pieces!

A broken puzzle shattered and broken,

I see dark silhouettes fragments of my life.

A million variations a million faces.

I see everything I experience everything

This is no dream no fantasy no illusion!

A life a journey through hell and back.

Constantly hunted constantly on the run.

Every instinct, every nerve on full alert

The reptilian brain takes over again

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!