Enough is not enough for me!

Enough will never be enough for me

I pushed myself so hard beyond all limits

That I literally crushed myself

I broke myself into a million pieces

I could never accept the fact that no one is that strong

I tried to save everyone but myself

I did more than what I physically could

Now I have to suffer the consequences

I'm burnt out faded and broken I destroyed myself

But still enough is not enough for me

I'm freaking out!

Change is a scary thing

I don't even feel comfortable in my own skin

It itches it crawls it creeps inside

My mind keeps playing tricks on me

I try to focus and silence the noise

But the stress levels are out of control

Anxiety is knocking on my door

I'm stepping out of my safety zone

Trying to gain some kind of control

I'm freaking out but that's okay