Project dead man!
Why do I start things?
Why am I even trying?
Nothing is ever good enough for me
I see all the cracks the damage the scratches
It's like a disease that spreads
The seeds in my head are growing
I'm losing control and I can't stop
I just want to break it destroy it make it all go away
Why am I still here?
Why do I keep torturing myself
I can't find joy in sadness
Dangerous thoughts run through me
All those words mean nothing to me
It's sad but true but this is my reality
My life is lost in a sea of sadness
So why am I still here alive and breathing
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
