I can't do this anymore!

Too, too much of it

It's never enough! I'm drowning

I'm choking on my own thoughts

I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid to live

I can't keep up with my own emotions

I'm a wreck a mess I'm fucked up

I don't want to wake up to this madness anymore

I can't even cry I don't know how

I can't smile I've forgotten how

I'm tired, exhausted, I can't do this anymore

I am broken

Who am I?

I try to remember

But it fades it blackens

There is no light left within me

I died a long time ago I'm just a ghost

No dreams no longing everything is gone

I can't see any future, nothing in front of me

So who am I what am I

I am nothing I am emptiness, loneliness I am broken