Don't ask!

Don't ask

I'm not okay I'm empty and cold

You can't reach me today, I'm disconnected

I breathe but I don't live

The rope is ready, I'm hanging on by a thread

I keep staring at the ceiling

I try to feel something but I can't

I don't know how so I suffer in silence

So don't ask if I'm alright

My mind is broken and all I have left is a death wish

I can't do this anymore!

Too, too much of it

It's never enough! I'm drowning

I'm choking on my own thoughts

I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid to live

I can't keep up with my own emotions

I'm a wreck a mess I'm fucked up

I don't want to wake up to this madness anymore

I can't even cry I don't know how

I can't smile I've forgotten how

I'm tired, exhausted, I can't do this anymore