A feeling so unreal.
So incomprehensible and terrifying
It just gets worse and harder
The abyss only gets deeper and darker
The anxiety gets stronger and stronger
Fear and anxiety continue to rise
It's consuming me eating me alive
A feeling so unreal So unmanageable
No one can hurt me!
As I hurt myself self-inflicted pain
Self-medication suffocation pills, alcohol
I've tried them all
I've been high I've been low
I've danced with the devil survived through hell
Lived through the nightmares all over again
I have faced my demons, looked them in the eye
I'm still here and I'm still alive
Half dead and half alive, is this truly a life worth living
To constantly suffer from the consequences of others
I am a victim of so many things and they keep chasing me
I'm not a survivor, I can barely breathe, I'm constantly suffocating
Forced to live through the abuse over and over again
My mind is broken my will to live is ruined
It never gets better! And nothing really works
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
