The wounds are wide open

It's wide open

It's back inside me

the abyss is opening up

I am falling deeper into the rabbit hole

The wolves are getting closer

I can hear their breath! I smell death

I can see their blood red eyes

I'm paralyzed I can't run I'm out of breath

I can't scream I can't even move

I'm bleeding out I'm dying

I fall deeper and deeper into depression

And the wounds are wide open

I'm still here!

I still hear their words

All of their lies, all of their empty promises

Fake dreams, fake hopes, fake friends

They never cared about anyone but themselves

They stole my trust left me bleeding

I could have died on that fateful night

Alone in the dark with a bottle as my only friend

It took me ten years to get out of that hell

I did it all by myself, I left the bottle and everything else

I don't know if it was worth it because I'm still here