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tisdag 20 oktober 2020

There is no stop, no bottom, no end!!


Feel how I slowly lose my grip!

There are no screams, no tears left.

Here we go! time to medicate drain

There is no stop, no bottom, no end

There are no emergency brakes, nothing that relieves

I'm stuck in an eternal panic attack

måndag 19 oktober 2020

Once a liar always a liar!!


I've heard it all before

The same old lie the same betrayal

How can anyone be so heartless

To exploit someone when they are at their weakest

Deceive lying and humiliate repeat everything again

I have heard and seen all there is no forgiveness

Once a liar always a liar

Close my eyes and sleep forever!


I see no end to this hell.

It doesn't matter how much I fight.

It grows it spreads. It consumes

It just hits back harder and harder.

I just want everything to end.

I want to close my eyes and sleep forever

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!