I can not explain! Everything I saw, everything I heard
All experiences all emotions all anxiety all fear
There are no words no pictures that can describe or explain
A journey filled with violence, abuse, physical and mental abuse.
A journey no one would understand or survive.
But I live I breathe! This is my life, my reality.
They always come back
They keep hurting me, ruining my life
Blinded by hatred, they do not see the truth
The humiliated took advantage of me
Destroyed my will took my joy
Turned my life into a nightmare
I'm the little boy who never grew up
Still afraid of everything and everyone
They always come back, they never disappear
The memories they chase me consume me
I live without living I am already dead
Do not look me in the eye do not talk
Do not even breathe, do not even think the thought.
Your lies and your words do nothing but hurt
So fake so controlling so emotionally cold
You can not see the truth in front of you.
You are nothing means nothing!
You're not even worth my tears.
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
