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söndag 25 oktober 2020

Just another day in hell!!


Another day!

Tired of everything there is no point

Nothing that keeps me going

It does not matter if I live or die

So why fight through every day!

When there is still no tomorrow.

No future nothing at all.

Everything is just a bad dream that never ends.

Where everything is just constantly repeated.

I am stuck in life without living

Trapped in a nightmare that never ends

Same day every day! Over and over again.

Just another day in hell

lördag 24 oktober 2020

A creation of violence physical, mental abuse!!


There is no help no protection

Nothing that relieves or hinders

Panic anxiety trapped in a web of lies

The walls shrink as they get closer.

Dark shadows chase me trapped isolated in myself.

There is no way out no end I suffocate I can not breathe.

Stuck in a pattern of self-destruction

It lives inside me it is a part of me

I am the one they created, the one they destroyed

A creation of violence physical, mental abuse

I'm a product of a sick society

Just put an end to my suffering!!



So hard to be heard!

No one listens or understands

Constantly depressed reduced

I'm not an idiot I know I understand

I've heard it all a thousand times

So listen understand me do not ignore me

Or judge me by what others say

I am real I feel I am suffering

So listen to what I say, not what others say

give me a chance to feel good again

Or just put an end to my suffering

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!