I stand alone
Without security without protection
Offended thrown out, misunderstood
They say I'm a problem, that I do not want help
And that I'm not their problem
I get no help no support
I am completely alone fighting for my life
And I'm the problem, what's wrong with this society?
I have cheated death!
I have fallen more than 1000 times.
I have walked through the gates of hell
I've seen the abyss.
Wandered on the border between life and death.
So close to ending everything
Too close too many times I have collapsed.
Time and time again I have cheated death!
You caught me when I jumped!
You threw me straight into safety.
Back to everything I wanted to leave behind
Back to the life I tried to break free from
You saved my life that day! But part of me died there and then!
On the fifth floor in the dark. Where I tried to take my own life!
You tore me back into a life I did not want to live.
Why the hell did you save me?
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
