Why do they refuse to understand
That their image is distorted
Why do they refuse to listen?
To fight every day to be heard
Why is everyone so blind and deaf
They do not understand that they are suffocating me
They do not understand that they are the problem
That they only create more stress and anxiety
Why does everyone think that a pill solves everything?
Their solution only makes me sicker
My mind cannot process everything
It's too much at once it's not possible
The brain takes over can not focus on anything
I can not stand it! the thoughts never stop
A thousand nightmares at once
Everything rushes by, it flashes before my eyes
I can not eat sleep! I get no peace
The body constantly shakes the heart beats at the speed of light
Dear God, make it stop !! my mind is my worst enemy
I should never have played this game!
I played with fire and burned myself on the flames
I became too vulnerable! I lost control.
I should never have let anyone get too close
I just wasted precious time and sacrificed myself
I gave all I had to give! But got nothing back
Same thing over and over again! The feeling of being abandoned!
I will never trust anyone again I'm tired of all the lies
So sick and tired of everything and everyone
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
