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söndag 15 november 2020

I pray to God to save his soul!


In a dark room full of fears

He sits alone and terrified

He feels lonely and abandoned

He feels discomfort, insecurity and fear

Once again he falls apart

Once again, he shuts down his emotions

Once again, they take a piece of him

There is not much left of him

Just an empty shell! Who sees no future

Who has lost all hope, all faith in a better life

I pray to God to save his soul!

Do not judge anyone because of autism !!

There is really no safety net


How should a person who has difficulty communicating

Who is unable to seek the help he needs

Who needs support security someone who listens

Who helps him shows and teaches him where and how

How should he be able to know or understand when no one is explaining

The world for him has become a scary place

A place he does not understand and no one helps him

To understand why everything is like this, why he is there

He is a broken boy in a broken world.

And all he needs is acceptance and understanding, for who he is

Like everyone else, he needs to feel equally worthy of being who he is

He is not a disease no diagnosis So do not judge anyone because of autism !!

How do you deal with not being able to save your own child!!



How do you deal with all emotions?

When you can not even help the one you love most

How to explain !! That I can do nothing to help him

That nothing I do or say can affect or change their opinion

How do you deal with anxiety the fear of not being there for him

How to deal with the knowledge that he is suicidal

How to deal with the knowledge that no one takes it seriously

How do you deal with not being able to save your own child

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!