This is hell and you can see it from here!

This is reality this is life !! 

This is from here to eternity 

There is no heaven, no angels, 

There is nothing you can say nothing you can do 

This is hell and you can see it from here!

I can 't lie to you !!

I have seen this movie too many times !!

I'm not blind or stupid or negative creep I'm just me

I can not say that everything will be fine

I can not promise a better tomorrow!

I can not take your fear and make everything disappear

I can not change everything that has been said and done

I know what damage this has done to you

I wish I could say that time heals all wounds

But I can 't lie to you !! The truth is, it's up to you

I never wanted this!!

I never wanted this !! I never needed this

All I wanted was to break free from your madness

To stop the disease break the chain get a better life

To be everything you never were !! Give what you never gave

To provide security and trust !! be the best parent I could be

I gave everything I had to give !! But you took everything away from me

You broke his heart, destroyed his life, stole his future

And you're still blaming me, I never wanted this!!