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torsdag 31 december 2020

I just want to know why


Why do I suffer?

Why do I continue to torment myself?

Why do I have to feel that way?

Why do I have to be so over sensitive

Why do I always do the same thing over and over again

I just want to know why



Happy new nightmare!!


For better or worse, I still pray

I'm on my knees !! bleeding and crying

Just waiting for the next big parade

It's all the same no change !!

Happy new nightmare Happy new year !!


onsdag 30 december 2020

My illness is me !!


My disease is me !!

It's just me and no one else

It hurts every second every minute.

Wounds that never heal

Emotionally scarred for life.

There is only me myself and I My illness is me !!



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RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!