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torsdag 13 april 2023

The curse of being me!



Broken again!

I don't live in the present I live in the past

There is no beginning, no end 

It is a dark path without light

So wherever I go wherever I run!

I will never be able to escape

The curse of being me!

onsdag 12 april 2023

I'm just a man!!



Stuck in a pattern

Addicted to my own demons.

A life without living

Two steps forward!!

Time to clean out the closet.

Let go of the darkness let the light in

The warmth, the love. No more tears no more fear

I've been dead and lost for so many years.

I am not strong not even survivor

I'm just a man trying to survive in a world so cold

Always thought I was strong. but I am weak and alone

It all ends here where it all began

Never again two steps forward!!

måndag 10 april 2023

Depression



The hell that lives inside my head

There is no way around it

I can't fight it

I can't run I can't escape

Over and over again

I fight my way through this hell

Just to survive another day


Depression destroys!!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!