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lördag 15 april 2023

No trust no hope!!



I learned too early

That silence is golden

To keep everything within

Show no emotion no fear

Don't cry don't scream!!

Don't pray and wish for a better day

There is no savior no guiding light

No one to talk to, nowhere to run

No trust no hope no way out

A one-way ticket straight to hell

A lifetime of silence, anxiety and fear

This is my life



No life!

No solution no way out!!

Stress constant anxiety

I see no solution to this mental hell

I'm tired, mentally broken

I have no life, no will, no energy

I'm broken beaten

I have struggled with depression my whole life

it has taken the best of me

There is no solution no way out

This is my life

fredag 14 april 2023

I'm still stuck here!!



A sick and twisted picture of reality!

I was just a kid!!

I never understood! that there was something else.

A lifetime of abuse violence and fear

No safe place! Nowhere to escape

I'm still stuck here in the same place

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!