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måndag 17 april 2023

Inside me!!



The struggle to survive

Is all that's left

I can't fight it anymore

I just want to be free

From the Fear that grows inside me

söndag 16 april 2023

Every second every minute



Is it all a dream!

Am I awake or am I sleeping!

Voices screaming in my head

Images that flash before my eyes

Thoughts, feelings daydreams nightmares

Pain, anxiety and fear

Every second every minute

An eternal nightmare that never ends.

Sick of it all!!



To realize!

Understand and accept

That this is forever

Nothing just emptiness, loneliness

A constant struggle for a dignified life

Everything is torn apart

Life is a mess, I'm a wreck

I'm worn out, so tired, so sick of it all

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!