The struggle to survive
Is all that's left
I can't fight it anymore
I just want to be free
From the Fear that grows inside me
The struggle to survive
Is all that's left
I can't fight it anymore
I just want to be free
From the Fear that grows inside me
Is it all a dream!
Am I awake or am I sleeping!
Voices screaming in my head
Images that flash before my eyes
Thoughts, feelings daydreams nightmares
Pain, anxiety and fear
Every second every minute
An eternal nightmare that never ends.
To realize!
Understand and accept
That this is forever
Nothing just emptiness, loneliness
A constant struggle for a dignified life
Everything is torn apart
Life is a mess, I'm a wreck
I'm worn out, so tired, so sick of it all
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...