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onsdag 19 april 2023

Nothing works anymore



A constant fog

I can't sleep can't rest

My brain is an endless riot

it drains me, suffocates me

I get no sleep no rest

It has taken my will my strength

I am empty, completely drained

I am weak, powerless and nothing works anymore

No fuel left !!



So tired

Even the smallest things drain me

I can't get over it I can't walk around

My body shakes, my head hurts

Balance is completely out of whack

Can't walk in a straight line

Blurry vision heavy breathing

There is no fuel left in me

tisdag 18 april 2023

Me myself and i



Trapped in myself!!

Locked between four walls

Sound emotions fear and anxiety

Darkness, tears and screams

I don't want to wake up and see the light of day.

Don't want to feel, don't want to think

It's just me being myself !!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!