A constant fog
I can't sleep can't rest
My brain is an endless riot
it drains me, suffocates me
I get no sleep no rest
It has taken my will my strength
I am empty, completely drained
I am weak, powerless and nothing works anymore
A constant fog
I can't sleep can't rest
My brain is an endless riot
it drains me, suffocates me
I get no sleep no rest
It has taken my will my strength
I am empty, completely drained
I am weak, powerless and nothing works anymore
So tired
Even the smallest things drain me
I can't get over it I can't walk around
My body shakes, my head hurts
Balance is completely out of whack
Can't walk in a straight line
Blurry vision heavy breathing
There is no fuel left in me
Trapped in myself!!
Locked between four walls
Sound emotions fear and anxiety
Darkness, tears and screams
I don't want to wake up and see the light of day.
Don't want to feel, don't want to think
It's just me being myself !!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...