They create more anxiety more stress!!

When all batteries have long since run out.

You stand on your knees trying to be strong.

You fight day and night without getting anywhere

You walk around in circles, afraid of losing what is left.

Fighting against a goal that feels impossible to achieve.

But the fear takes over too easily. and everything is repeated again

When trust is lacking and words disappear

They do not see a difference between my autism and anxiety

There is a part of me nothing I can change or alter

They do not see or understand that this is the downside of being autistic

They judge give me diagnosis after diagnosis.

They do not understand that they create more anxiety more stress

Which is the last thing I need I already have constant anxiety

Thanks to their lack of understanding

It scares me that people can not accept something they do not understand!!

It scares me

That people are so narrow-minded

That they cannot see, hear or understand

It scares me! To see the lack of knowledge

The lack of understanding and acceptance

How can a doctor in today's societies not know

That there is nothing that cures or removes autism

There is no medicine or magic pill

It scares me that people can not accept something they do not understand

It is not a disease it does not disappear

I may not fit the norm that is considered normal

But I'm a person I have feelings just like you

And it scares me to see the lack of understanding in today's society

And it does not matter who or what you are

We all deserve to be accepted for who we are

Living with autism!! Thanks for nothing absolutely nothing!

Good days bad days

No change, no improvement

Day out and day in! Just waiting for an answer

An answer that never comes. Just total silence

It's increasing day by day I'm a nervous wreck

Disaster thoughts only get stronger daily anxiety and panic

My brain can't sort anything out

There are no good days, no bad days

There is always constant stress and anxiety

So thanks for nothing absolutely nothing !!

Thanks for the pain thanks for all the lies

Thank you for making my life a living hell.

This is not okay, it's never been okay, it's never going to be okay

So do not judge people before you know or understand them

Do not judge someone because they are not like you and act like you

Show understanding accept that everyone is different

It is not easy to live with autism  when no one understands or even tries to understand

So thanks for nothing absolutely nothing !!