Empty promises empty words. Where words stand against words
Where no one wants to take responsibility or listen and understand.
Trapped in a system that does not work.
He is thrown around from one to the other.
I just want to be able to get the opportunity.
To make you see things through his eyes
But you just keep ruining his life !!
Without even giving him a chance to speak and express himself
My eyes bleed my body shakes.
They are chasing me the dreams are back.
The shadows, fear the panic anxiety.
The flashbacks all the emotions all the wounds!
Over and over again year after year.
Time a word without meaning Here time stands still !!
Trapped in a nightmare that never ends! Tick, tick, tick this fucking ticking.
A vicious circle so dark! A reality that no one can understand
When will everything end! When will I get a chance to live love.
To live a reasonably normal functioning life without anxiety and fear
Now everything is torn apart again. same story just another fucking day
One day left until reality shows it's disgusting stinking face again
When will I ever have time to heal? when life does everything to crush me!
One day left tick, tick! That fucking ticking inside my head never ends!!
Go away!
Do not turn around!! Don't look back !! Just go go!
Don't look me in the eyes!! Don't even speak
Just walk away and shut your fuckinh mouth
Don't even breathe, do not even think the thought.
You have burned all your bridges, consumed all your chances
You have let me down and hurt me for the last time
Your lies and your words do nothing but hurt
So blinded by your own lies you are a devil in disguise
You only see yourself! Your own needs and no one else's
You always play the victim it's all about you!!
So emotionally cold and numb that you can not see the truth in front of you.
You are nothing means nothing! You are nothing at all!
You're not even worth my tears. Dear Mother
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
