Inside my mind

What am I supposed to be

How am I supposed to feel

Am I a friend or just a project

I don't understand what this is supposed to be

I feel something I don't want to feel

I'm afraid my mind is playing tricks on me

I don't know if it's true or just a fantasy

So what am I supposed to tell you

I can't read between the lines I don't know how

Something inside just doesn't feel right

So I close the door and leave it behind

Another trap inside my mind

Time!!

Time is not on my side

I can't change the past

There is no right or wrong

No magic savior or god

I lost my faith all hope is gone

I am tired and alone broken by life

I see sorrow everywhere broken people broken homes

A world so cold so threatening and brutal

What happened to humanity what went so wrong

We live in a world where no one belongs

And time is not on our side