I never wanted to be anyone other than myself! Along the way, I lost piece by piece. I lost faith all hope. I lost everything. I betrayed myself. I shut down, humiliated and abused. I gave up I sacrificed myself I crushed my personality. Closed my emotions my thoughts all my dreams. I stopped being. I stopped living. I gave up I sacrificed everything. I put my life in the hands of others, let others rule. I lost myself. I got stuck in a role a character. In a game I didn't want to play. In a life I didn't want to live.
Look behind my autistic problematic Then maybe you will see the real me !!
Leta i den här bloggen
onsdag 5 augusti 2020
I never wanted to be !
I never wanted to be anyone other than myself! Along the way, I lost piece by piece. I lost faith all hope. I lost everything. I betrayed myself. I shut down, humiliated and abused. I gave up I sacrificed myself I crushed my personality. Closed my emotions my thoughts all my dreams. I stopped being. I stopped living. I gave up I sacrificed everything. I put my life in the hands of others, let others rule. I lost myself. I got stuck in a role a character. In a game I didn't want to play. In a life I didn't want to live.
tisdag 4 augusti 2020
Jag har lurat döden!
Jag har fallit 1000 gånger.
Jag har vandrat genom helvetes portar
Jag har set avgrunden.
Vandrat på gränsen mellan liv och död.
Så nära att! För nära för många gånger.
Jag har fallit rasat samman.
Gång på gång har jag lurat döden!
Prenumerera på:
Kommentarer (Atom)
RIght now!
What the hell !
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
I am what i am!
-
I tried!! To be something I am not To change my path, my whole identity Just to please others to be the perfect one But I was never good e...
-
Samma gamla visa! Vi kan spela det här spelet om och om igen. Vi kan upprepa allt om och om igen. Ett enkelriktat spår som inte leder nå...
-
Det svåraste är att acceptera inse och förstå. Hur stor skada denna resa har påverkat. Hur den har brutit ner förintat den jag en gång va...
-
I'm scared and alone The fear of the unknown is here I can't do this by myself I have no choice, no alternative I have to be strong,...

