I never wanted to be anyone other than myself! Along the way, I lost piece by piece. I lost faith all hope. I lost everything. I betrayed myself. I shut down, humiliated and abused. I gave up I sacrificed myself I crushed my personality. Closed my emotions my thoughts all my dreams. I stopped being. I stopped living. I gave up I sacrificed everything. I put my life in the hands of others, let others rule. I lost myself. I got stuck in a role a character. In a game I didn't want to play. In a life I didn't want to live.
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onsdag 5 augusti 2020
I never wanted to be !
I never wanted to be anyone other than myself! Along the way, I lost piece by piece. I lost faith all hope. I lost everything. I betrayed myself. I shut down, humiliated and abused. I gave up I sacrificed myself I crushed my personality. Closed my emotions my thoughts all my dreams. I stopped being. I stopped living. I gave up I sacrificed everything. I put my life in the hands of others, let others rule. I lost myself. I got stuck in a role a character. In a game I didn't want to play. In a life I didn't want to live.
tisdag 4 augusti 2020
Jag har lurat döden!
Jag har fallit 1000 gånger.
Jag har vandrat genom helvetes portar
Jag har set avgrunden.
Vandrat på gränsen mellan liv och död.
Så nära att! För nära för många gånger.
Jag har fallit rasat samman.
Gång på gång har jag lurat döden!
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