I never wanted to be !

I never wanted to be anyone other than myself! Along the way, I lost piece by piece. I lost faith all hope. I lost everything. I betrayed myself. I shut down, humiliated and abused. I gave up I sacrificed myself I crushed my personality. Closed my emotions my thoughts all my dreams. I stopped being. I stopped living. I gave up I sacrificed everything. I put my life in the hands of others, let others rule. I lost myself. I got stuck in a role a character. In a game I didn't want to play. In a life I didn't want to live.