Straight through the heart!

Razor blade in the throat!

I cough spit blood. I've lost control again!

I'm freezing! an icy pain cuts through my body.

A feeling of hopelessness a rising anxiety something is wrong!

A chock wave of electric impulses strike straight through the heart!

It beats faster and faster! It hits the breaking point?

I can not breathe! Shortness of breath my head is imploding

Is it a stroke a heart attack? Am I dying here and now.

Or is it just another fucking panic attack!