Me MySeLf AnD I

torsdag 6 augusti 2020

I become invisible avoiding customizing.

Builds walls, closes doors.

I blend in becomes one in the crowd

You see my shadow you feel my presence you hear my breaths.

I am the invisible the adapted one who is never seen or heard!

So angry at myself!

I do not know why I gave up left everything behind.

Idon't understand I don't know why. Should I laugh or cry?

All my emotions strike in all directions at once.

It Tears my soul to pieces crushes my heart.

I do not know if I should stay or go.

Should I stay and fight or give up and leave everything.

I feel like a monster. so lost so lonely.

I keep swinging between darkness and light

Powerless or completely hysterical. Such a panic!

I just want to disappear, leave everything and run

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