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torsdag 6 augusti 2020

I just want to disappear!


So angry at myself! 

I do not know why I gave up left everything behind.

Idon't understand I don't know why. Should I laugh or cry?

All my emotions strike in all directions at once.

It Tears my soul to pieces crushes my heart. 

I do not know if I should stay or go.

Should I stay and fight or give up and leave everything.

I feel like a monster. so lost so lonely. 

I keep swinging between darkness and light  

Powerless or completely hysterical. Such a panic!

I just want to disappear, leave everything and run

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