Me MySeLf AnD I

fredag 7 augusti 2020

I gave up. I left everything. Should I laugh or cry.

When all emotions strike in all directions at once.

It tears my brain to pieces. breaks my heart.

I do not know if I should kick or scream.

Knock my head against the wall. Or all at once.

I feel like a monster. so lost and insecure.

I'm stuck in a panic! Completely hysterical.

So fucked up! So damn angry at myself!

I'm fighting to survive!

Nobody hears or understands me.

Everything goes wrong no matter how hard I try.

Empty words without meaning the same old broken rhyme.

Over and over again! Yes I know yes I understand.

Can you see me hear me! Am I invisible.

I'm not crazy I'm not an idiot.

Everything I feel, everything I think, everything I see is real.

See me as I am understand me accept me.

It is my life my world my reality.
I live to fight another day