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fredag 28 augusti 2020

Take your best shot!


Do whatever you want! use me

Kick me hit me humiliate and diminish me,

Do everything you can! cut me. crush me

Break my heart stomp on my soul. whatever!

You can still never hurt me So take your best shot!


I have to take that step!


Why can't I stop thinking about the past?

I have to find a way to break free

Escape from my mental prison the inner labyrinth.

The minefield, which blocks me, prevents me from living.

Locks me in. isolates me. I don't want to be stuck in the past.

I can't bear to live with the suffering and constant fear!

I have to Get rid of nightmares all the flashbacks.

Because of the anxiety, I do not dare to open and let go of everything

So terrified to lose control. Afraid to take the last little step

But my past can not be my future so I have no choice

I have to take that step if I want to live



RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!