Give me an overdose of adrenaline!

I need to drown my mind emptying everything

I need a bottle, a friend whatever it takes

To stop the madness before I lose my mind!

I need the relief I need the comfort I need to get wasted

I need to suppress everything I need the demon!

So give me a pacifier! inhibit my addiction! 

Give me an overdose of adrenaline. Kick start my heart! 

Give me anything to stop this madness!

WHY did it all happen?

 

You are not here!

I'm still waiting here without understanding what or why! 

I understand how much I need you. I hate to say miss you!

But I miss you every second every minute of the day.

It will never be the same without you here.

Maybe it's just my way of dealing with the pain

But I can not let go of the past, WHY did it all happen?

I died inside the day they came knocking on the door,

I should have done more! But I could not do anything

I still blame myself for everything and it crushes me!

It's been months since I last saw your face. or heard your voice

I'm trying to tell myself that I don't not miss you

But I miss you so much it hurts! I wish you were here

I love you always and forever !