No air no breathing!!

Here comes hypermanine!

I'm losing control. It takes over

Here comes hypermanine!

I'm losing control. It takes over

I can not be still. A feeling so unreal.

That oscillation between anxiety and madness.

So incomprehensible and scary

the constant fear and the inner anxiety,

Of never knowing where or when it will strike

The periods get longer the anxiety gets stronger.

It hit harder and harder The abyss gets deeper and deeper.

I can no longer control the panic attacks

It hits so hard I can not even breathe!

No air no breathing I'm suffocated from within

I'm losing my grip! I can not stop it

This is my life my reality!

The curse of being me!

Broken again!

I do not live in the present I live in the past

I have walked on dark paths without light

I know what's coming! what's on the way

It's the same thing that always happens

Here comes the pain! the sleepless nights

Where everything happens over and over again.

There is no beginning, no end to nightmares

There is only chaos anxiety and fear

So wherever I go wherever I run!

I will never be able to run away from it all

I will never be free from the curse of being me!