From out of nowhere!

There is no love in a broken home!

When you live and grow up in an infected home

There is no hope, no future, no salvation.

Just a constant fear that never heals or disappears

A suffering so incomprehensible and unmanageable.

It is not possible to process, let go and move on.

There is no possibility no chance to control it

Nothing that relieves or helps No protection nowhere to flee

It comes without warning it hits hard!

You never know where or when it will strike again

These fucking Flashbacks are hitting from out of nowhere!

Speed ​​demons in my head A.D.H.D.

Welcome to a day in my life welcome in!

I'll try to put words into one day. Describe a normal day, I will try to paint a picture to bring out something no one can understand or can live in. So welcome Step into my brain where millions of things happen at one and the same time. Step into my body, feel the restlessness all the millions of tingling and the constant shaking. The physical and mental exhaustion.. Lack of sleep Where the body screams for rest needs to stop. An inner struggle a battle between mind and body. A war I can not win an inner chaos between restlessness and rest. I get no peace i can't stop i can't sleep. Trapped in a Phoenix Syndrome I constantly burn myself out. A circle that never stops spinning. It oscillates between being a duracell rabbit on amphetamine and a senile 90 year old! The last stage a walking dead welcome to my world a day in my Life Everything rushes past nothing ends a circle without beginning and without end. Day out and day in week after week year after year! So welcome to a day in my life!

Speed ​​demons in my head run rabit run. My life whit A.D.H.D. Don't you wish you were just like me? I know i don't!!