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torsdag 15 oktober 2020

Stronger than ever!!


Beat myself !!

Emotional scars pain on the inside

I'm so sick so bad so sad so mad

The physical pain relieves for a second

I continue to torment myself to be free

Concussion and bloodshot tears

Hidden screams shattered bones

Nightmares and anxiety take over my soul

I keep hitting myself to stop the pain

The flashback is back again stronger than ever

This nightmare will never end!!

onsdag 14 oktober 2020

And that's my reality!


I'm trying to let go

But my brain is playing a game

A game I can not win it takes control

I lose time and space trapped in a nightmare

Which never ends chased by my own demons

On the inside, I live in my past hunted and confused

I struggle to survive in order to continue

Every day every night I fight my inner self

The demons nightmares that are here

They live inside my mind, they consume me

Breaking my will breaks my heart

I can not let go of my mind is me

And that's my reality!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!