This is my life, my reality!!

It takes over I lose control. I'm losing my grip!

I can not stop. I can not be still. A feeling so unreal.

So incomprehensible and frightening to oscillate between anxiety and madness.

To never know where or when it will strike again. A constant fear and an inner anxiety,

I can not control or deal with it only gets worse

The abyss only gets deeper and deeper.

The periods get longer the anxiety gets stronger.

It hits so hard and brutally that I can not breathe.

This is my life, my reality day in and day out

I never know when or where it will strike again

Just another day in hell!!

Another day!

Tired of everything there is no point

Nothing that keeps me going

It does not matter if I live or die

So why fight through every day!

When there is still no tomorrow.

No future nothing at all.

Everything is just a bad dream that never ends.

Where everything is just constantly repeated.

I am stuck in life without living

Trapped in a nightmare that never ends

Same day every day! Over and over again.

Just another day in hell