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onsdag 28 oktober 2020

life with asperger's You aggravate everything!!


Do not talk over my head

Do not ignore my feelings, my thoughts

Do not say that I am and have something I do not have

Do not try to explain something I already know and understand

Do not squeeze your shit down my throat

I have no fucking social phobia so do not even try

I have an extreme need of my own time to recover

Reload process all all emotions all thoughts all impressions

I'm autistic no fucking idiot. So do not treat me like one!!

I know what I need I know what is wrong. I need to shut down get rest recovery calm

But you continue to pressure me to create more anxiety more stress

You do not help you aggravate everything without even trying to understand me!

You're ruining my life without even realizing you're wrong!

So do not talk over my head I know who I am and what I am

All hope is gone!


I do not know anymore!

I have lost faith in everything and everyone

My will, my strength to continue is not there

Everything is gone there is no spark left

I'm burned out my life is ruined everything is over

There is no way back I have nothing left to give

I really do not know if I can take it anymore

I can not even remember when I last had a life

A life without stress anxiety and fear

To live like this is not to live But all hope is gone!

RIght now!

What the hell !

Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...

I am what i am!