I am not! I've never been.
I will never be. So do not repeat do not bother
Do not ask idiotic questions over and over again. .
So do not ask if I'm okay, do not ask if I'm fine.
Because I'm stuck in a life. I do not want to live
Trapped in a system that constantly fails
A game without rules where the dice are rolled.
I'm just a replaceable piece. a man without value
But I am not have never been I will never be okay !!
So tired of everything!
Trapped in a spiral of constant anxiety and worry.
So tired of people !! Who refuses to listen or understand
Physically and mentally drained. So empty and exhausted
I see no beginning there is no end.
I'm stuck in a life that leads me nowhere.
Where no one listens or tries to understand
So sick and tired of everyone's ignorance
Why should I adapt to something that only creates more anxiety
More stress that makes me constantly break down
Why should I be forced into environments situations places
Why is it not okay for me to be who I am
I'm so fucking tired of the lack of understanding
Tired of trying to make others understand me
Tired of adapting myself trying to fit into something I do not understand
Why is it not okay to be different?
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
