Waking up with the suites from yesterday!
Shaking legs no strength I try to get up.
My head throbs my whole body aches
No balance no coordination the heart beats double beats.
Heavy breathing blurred vision. Lack of energy
legs that can barely carry me I am so physically drained !!
That I can barely stand, there is no energy left
So tired of trying to be understood
When still no one listens or hears what you are trying to say
Where everyone always tries to explain to me
That what I feel how I think what creates my anxiety
That I do not understand myself that I'm wrong
I probably understand more about myself than anyone else
I'm well aware of what the problem is and it's not me
