I can only pray to God that he will survive this hell!!

The fear of the unknown !!

Not knowing or understanding why

Being forced with intimidation tactics and threats

Without even knowing why he has to be moved

Not understanding why it's not okay to be him

Why they say he needs to learn something he already knows

He can already cook, clean and take care of most things himself

There was never any problem before the physical assault.

Everything turned around and collapsed, then the threats began

Which only aggravated an already bad situvatin

Where his stress and anxiety made the fear grow stronger

They never listened, they never understood what damage they inflicted

I can only pray to God that he will survive this hell!! they forced him to because of constant threats

I know how terrified and anxious he is!!

It would be nice to sleep for a while

Let the anxiety and stress stop for a second

It would be nice to know that he is safe and well

But it is only a dream a wish there is no rest

There is nothing that calms the inner anxiety

When I know how terrified and anxious he is

This is a parent's worst nightmare !!

Not being able to protect one's own child, not even being able to be there

Not being able to calm down gives security and love when it is needed most

I'm dying inside !! But I can 't give up. I'm the only one he has

Who is constantly fighting for him

It is not easy to fight alone against an army! But I'm not going to lie down and give up