Wake me up!
I am paralyzed terrified!! I am afraid to go to sleep!
The sky is falling the ground is opening up!!
A shallow grave a burning coffin
Buried alive trapped under the surface
Drowning in my own tears. Alone in the dark
The air runs out. My last breath is here!
Night terrors have taken over again No more sleep!
Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray thee, Lord, my soul to keep; If I should die before I wake, I pray thee, Lord, my soul to take
I can not stop. I can not be still. A feeling so unreal.
So incomprehensible and frightening to switch between anxiety and stress
To never know where or when it will strike again. A constant fear and an inner anxiety,
Which can no longer be controlled or hindered. It just gets worse and harder every time it hits
The abyss only gets deeper. The periods get longer the anxiety gets stronger.
Here comes the panic and fear of the unknown again
I'm losing control. My brain takes over again !!
It hits so hard I can not breathe. I get no air I suffocate from the inside ..
The feeling of being stuck in an eternal panic attack that never ends
A feeling so unreal. so incomprehensible This is my life my reality!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
