Like I always do!!

It's on its way !!

I've seen this before I know too well

It's time to close the door, turn off the lights

Turn around and walk away, i'm leaving everything behind 

It's so easy to walk away and pretend everything's okay

I've done it millions of times before and I'm doing it again

I'm sorry for being me but this is how I've always been

I'm just too scared for giving in, and open up and let you in

I'm locking the door, and shutting you out like I always do

Why am I forced to be?

I became the creation of my own destruction

I was forced to adapt, to change everything that I was

I was never good enough. I was always the problem

I never fit into that social norm of how to be

I was an outcast a restless soul lost inside myself

I never understood why everyone else was so weird

I learned by studying others to read their behavior

I tried to understand their strange rules of the game

Their way of thinking But I still do not understand the rules of this game

This so called 9 to 5 life, Which never worked for me

I was not born to fit in I was born to be me

So why am I forced to be? When all I want is to be me!