I beat myself to escape!
My soul is wounded and damaged.
There is no joy no longing.
Only emptiness and loneliness.
I don't want to feel don't want to think.
Thoughts that refuse to stop emotions that never end
There is no end, there is no beginning
Just the growing anxiety and fear of losing you
So I hurt myself to erase the pain
But there is no escape no relief from this inner hell!!
We are all looking for something !!
An eternal search for something more
A need for meaningless material things
We create our own anxiety and stress
According to the rules of others
The grass is not greener on the other side
There are so many ways to live a better life
Then to chase meaningless material things!!
Materialism doesn't bring happiness!!
Who is that staring at me Blood red eyes a soulless smile so familiar!! So twisted and tormented I see the fear, the scars, the smell of dec...
