Erase the pain!!

 

I beat myself  to escape!

My soul is wounded and damaged.

There is no joy no longing.

Only emptiness and loneliness.

I don't want to feel don't want to think.

Thoughts that refuse to stop emotions that never end

There is no end, there is no beginning

Just the growing anxiety and fear of losing you

So I hurt myself to erase the pain

But there is no escape no relief from this inner hell!!