I really never knew why !!

Never really knew why

I never felt a sense of belonging

I felt trapped inside myself

Misplaced misunderstood

Tried to customize copy others' behavior patterns

The way they thought, how they reacted

I studied every detail, every pattern in their strange behavior

I gave up my own identity to become a copy of everyone else

And I really never knew why !! I needed to be someone else to be accepted